Veni Vedi Voici

My current fave song; Babay feat Gaeko by Zion T.

I finally let it all out yesterday and I feel much better. I realise humans are too used to pointing fingers at others. We never think we are the cause of the problems. We always feel that we're right. I've been blaming people for certain things that happened. I shouldn't have. Perhaps the problem lies in me all these while. My over-sensitivity, my desire for perfection and all my other flaws. I wanna be happy, & will be. I will not see things in negative light anymore.

"Life is too short to be someone else." 

I'm gonna be happy, I will. I'm gonna stay positive, I will. I'm gonna be a better person, I will.

My parents and sister just left for Munich yesterday and I'm gonna be mama cheryl for the next 2 weeks. Sigh exams are just round the corner and I'm still damn chill... Not good, not good. There're so many cities I wanna visit but my parents aren't very happy with the fact that I keep travelling... Sigh shall pray for the best!

My fucked up helper just raised her fucking voice at me and I'm so pissed. I don't know why people like them can't be contented with what they have and always have ridiculous demands. U are here to work, not to play. Why can't they understand that? I miss my ex-helper. She may not have the best temper but she's responsible, meticulous, caring and cooks well. I miss her, a lot a lot. She literally saw me grew up and has became part of my life. I'm so used to her being around and I'm not kidding when I say sometime she understands us better than my mum. I just hope she can settle her stuff in Indo soon so that she can come back here and work for us.