My thoughts are so scattered right now, can't put them into words. I feel that there are million and zillions of words and sentences going through my head right now. It's so noisy inside. 2013 has been good so far and I am very thankful for that. But happiness always doesn't last for me.
What am I doing there? What am I gonna do in the future? Do "forevers" still exists? When is the right one coming? Am I alright being alone for the rest of my life? Should I stay firm and pursue my dreams? Will I ever be happy again? What if I can't earn a lot of money in the future? What do I want? What do I live for? What's my purpose? What are my strengths and weaknesses? When will I ever be satisfied with what I have? Why can't I have you? When will I ever be independent? Do I have the ability to do what I want to do? Am I supposed to just follow blindly to what my parents have planned for me? Is this really what I want? Why am I feeling upset all the time? When will I stop being a failure?
I have this constant war going on in my head. My brain behaves like a curious 3 year old and asks me stupid questions all the time. Oh wait, I am my brain. Am I making sense?
행쇼 여러분. 행 to the 쇼. Don't be like me
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