Maybe it's time I get used to the idea of working... Not for the passion but for the money. Am I giving up that easily? Hmm I think so. Chasing after my own dreams/passion is too tiring and nothing's working. I don't even know what I want in life and even if I really want something, I do not have the perfect resume that to go with it. I should just suck it up and spend the rest of my life at Dad's. Well, good pay and slack job. Sounds good isn't it? :/
It's approximately a year to graduation and hmm don't even know if I will get honors with this pathetic GPA of mine. Instead of working hard, I'm browsing useless websites and thinking about everything but studying. Just what the fuck is wrong with me?
Hate sleepless nights. You know the feeling where you just toss and turn in bed, full of questions for yourself but you can't seem to find answers to them? & you're just staring at the ceiling, thinking of those answers till you're finally tired and doze off? 완전 싫어. I can't see my future and this is bad. I used to be able to. Like I will picture myself 5-10years down the road, how would I be etc.. But I don't see it anymore. Can someone please guide and tell me what to do?
Unhappy things aside, the trip is pretty much confirmed so yays ^^ Ordered my rocco the other day and it should be on its way to sgp. COME TO MAMA~~~ Was still afraid that the delivery will be delayed due to sandy but phew, it's not. I need to stop surfing shopbop because I wanna get this baby soooo bad.
Shopping is the only thing that's keeping me sane.
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