Sunday, February 5, 2012

It's 12:39am.

I'm tired and sleepy but I can't sleep. Feeling like crap. Staring at my mac's screen and don't know what I should do. Nothing interests me anymore. Sigh what's wrong with me?

Hmm but well, I watched 2 episodes of Eatyourkimchi's W.A.N.K videos and caught up on Hello Baby (baby lauren is sooooo pretty, am watching the show all because of her). Then I realise, there's nothing much for me to do online anymore. I don't really use facebook, I don't feel like tweeting and tumblr's getting boring. BOO :/

I'm supposed to be finding articles for my marketing class and googling on related secondary sources for my research paper. Only got the calculus quiz done the entire day and this is bad. Lost the drive to work hard, to get good results... Lost hmm... everything. Why can't I be more confident with myself? Why can't I be smarter? Why can't I be more determined? Why can't I be sure of what I want in the future? All these thoughts kept haunting me and it's really killing me inside.

Just let me get the 빅쇼 2012 tickets already.

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